Everything I achieved is not easy. I need to face may difficulty. I'm not born from musical family. I only come from normal family. But I have my own talent to play piano. I learn to read music piece since my age is 8 years old. First time I saw music pieces, I feel something attract me. I want to learn that music pieces and want to get know them very well. But, I cannot focus 100% on music pieces because I have another responsible. That is I need to study in order to be the best student in my school.
However, my journey to be pianist begin with electronic keyboard. Because keyboard is similar to piano, so I start study to play keyboard and try my best to understand keyboard key. The first music I played is Brother John, the song that my mom always sang for me before I sleep.
Brother John's music is really easy to play. Even I do not understand what the meaning of that music, but I am really enjoy to play it. I feel like I am success.
Almost everyday, I practice to play Brother John Music until my fingers similar to keyboard key. After I master one music, I start play Merry Christmas music. I face the difficulty here because I need to balance left and right hand. Sometimes I am really upset and disappointed. I feel like I failed. But, nothing can stop me. Even I face difficulty, I continue to play that music until I succeed.
After that, I start to learn European classic's music. I start learn about Beethovon, Chopin, Mozart, Freud and etc. Their musics are really difficult but can bring the emotional and harmony to others. During I study that music, I realize I am really love to play "Moonlight Sonata" the music that composed by Ludwig Von Beethoven. That's music is so deep and sad. I can feel it. I do not know why I feel so attractive when I heard to that music. But, I assumed that music as the motivation for myself to be pianist.
During High School, I start to write my own music. I used music instruments in my school to compose my own music. But I fail because I don't have time to focus on my music at all. Furthermore, I cannot compose my own song nicely. My friend said to me, every music I compose, they only can feel sad and deep like the fall in darkness. That mean, my song doesn't has love and bright to bring the spirit to other. Because I cannot compose nice song, I give up and focus on my study. The conclusion here is I became adoption compared to creation
However, the talent I had make me became pianist because I have a courage to be participant in piano contest. I struggled with myself and try to be the best. Even I cannot be the best in the world, at least I became the best for myself. That things make me want to smile and happy with what I achieved.
Brother John's music is really easy to play. Even I do not understand what the meaning of that music, but I am really enjoy to play it. I feel like I am success.
Almost everyday, I practice to play Brother John Music until my fingers similar to keyboard key. After I master one music, I start play Merry Christmas music. I face the difficulty here because I need to balance left and right hand. Sometimes I am really upset and disappointed. I feel like I failed. But, nothing can stop me. Even I face difficulty, I continue to play that music until I succeed.
After that, I start to learn European classic's music. I start learn about Beethovon, Chopin, Mozart, Freud and etc. Their musics are really difficult but can bring the emotional and harmony to others. During I study that music, I realize I am really love to play "Moonlight Sonata" the music that composed by Ludwig Von Beethoven. That's music is so deep and sad. I can feel it. I do not know why I feel so attractive when I heard to that music. But, I assumed that music as the motivation for myself to be pianist.
During High School, I start to write my own music. I used music instruments in my school to compose my own music. But I fail because I don't have time to focus on my music at all. Furthermore, I cannot compose my own song nicely. My friend said to me, every music I compose, they only can feel sad and deep like the fall in darkness. That mean, my song doesn't has love and bright to bring the spirit to other. Because I cannot compose nice song, I give up and focus on my study. The conclusion here is I became adoption compared to creation
However, the talent I had make me became pianist because I have a courage to be participant in piano contest. I struggled with myself and try to be the best. Even I cannot be the best in the world, at least I became the best for myself. That things make me want to smile and happy with what I achieved.
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